Bandra Existential

There is so much that we don't know. Amazon rainforest and the thousands of its species. The sacred jungles of New Zealand. The whole of Madagascar. What's there in Antarctica. One side of the earth is covered in the pacific ocean. All blue. Are the whales there bigger than the whales we see in books? I have never seen a whale. Or the pacific ocean. There is only so much you can read about things. And I haven't read that as well. There is no time. Observing nature, unless done professionally, seems like a waste of time. Even though we live in it. Feeling existential without bothering enough to know about the universe is stupid. Oh, I am a tiny speck in this vast universe. Yeah but you are also a tiny speck in Bandra. Stop giving yourself so much importance when you have no idea how 90% of the world looks like. You have Bandra existential.

Who named it Pacific Ocean, anyway. and why is it any different from Indian Ocean?

I hate the articles which start with 'in this fast-paced modern world'. Even I am guilty of it I think. How is the world fast-paced. We are fast paced. If we collectively start taking it easy, the world will be slow-paced. Or medium-paced. Like Ganguly. But reinforcing again and again that the world is fast-paced is stupid. So many things are stupid I feel. For example, going to the office every day. How did we collectively fall into this trap? It’s one of the only wonders of human existence that astonishes me. One day all of us woke up and decided enough of living life let's now live only after retirement. And retirement means after 60 years of living. But why 60? Because i said so. Ok. So we are going daily.

Ever saw a couple of horses running in a field? I haven't either. but I think that sight will make me existential. Running and all I have never done but I always wanted to. Plus finding a field in Mumbai is anyway a task. So both of them combined- existential. I sometimes get jealous of animals. Nothing they have to do, just eat, sleep and do occasional humor-type things which we record and put on our instagrams and feel happy. how sad. we could have been doing that. But instead, we used our brain too much, so much that we ourselves got trapped by it.

I have stopped feeling existential now. I now feel stupid instead. When you don't know half the things happening in this world, and you give up without trying to know them, it's being stupid. To feel existential, first visit like 15 countries, full India, then draw parallels, if everything is the same, then one should be allowed to feel slightly existential. Have you read East of Eden? It's good and boring. Mainly, good. I didn't switch on my TV the entire day. Because I didn't get up from my bed only. What do you call a person who doesn't get up from bed on Monday? Nothing. You don't call such stupid fucks. Stay away from them.

ok enough.

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